I’ve been thinking about boundaries.
I am someone who resists boundaries – who likes to keep options open and puts off making decisions – but I’ve learned in my creative life that when I set boundaries, everything is easier. Paradoxically, the more limits I set, the more free I am to take risks, to go deeper and wilder and weirder.
The same advice applies to parenting – setting boundaries around what Janet Lansbury calls a “yes space” helps kids move and explore more fully than if you set them loose in, say, an open field with snakes and holes and rusty nails.
Structure gives freedom for movement and experimentation and joy. It gives you a place to start. It gives shape to the chaos of limitless potential.
One of the hardest things about doing creative work is facing the blank canvas, the blank page, the empty room, the silence.
I’ve been talking to people this spring about what thrills them, what scares them, what they want to do and what stops them from doing it.
Some fantastic ideas for exercises have emerged from these conversations – or as someone referred to them, creative exorcisms. Yes! This is exactly what they are – spells we are dreaming up, to cast out what blocks us, to call in what we need.
One of the most powerful spells you can cast is to give a name to what you want to do – to give a title to a project and to say it out loud.
If you tell that name to just one person, it gains power. It travels from your mind to the outside world, setting down roots and growing outside your control. The more people you tell, the more it grows.
When you put your ideas into words, draw what you see, move your body, open your mouth and sing: these are acts of magic, acts of power, acts of trust, acts of vulnerability.
And you know what? THAT IS HARD TO DO. It’s scary.
Brené Brown says you can’t have courage without vulnerability – “vulnerability is the birthplace of love, belonging, joy, courage, empathy and creativity.” (Did anyone else watch her Netflix special this week??)
When we show up, when we open up, when we drop our defenses and try something, we are casting a spell. We are asking the magic in. We open up to failure, to not knowing, to rejection, to our humanity.
When trusting and waiting and opening up feels impossible, I try to remember that all I need to do is start.
Draw some boundaries. Make up some rules. Draw a circle and step inside and say, this is for magic. Give what you’re doing a name and say, I am doing this. Then wait to see what it is.
Your trolls scoff, your body resists, your mind wanders, and you stay in that circle, trusting that the magic will come. Trusting that what you are doing will become clear.
This is what happens when you give birth to a baby, and why so many people experience it as an initiation: your body is pushed to impossible limits and you are handed a tiny vulnerable human to care for at all hours of the day. It feels impossible and yet you must do it. And then one day you look around and your baby is five years old, tying their own shoes and telling you about arachnids.
The magic happens in every moment of every day. The growth happens without you realizing it.
It’s so easy to see the magic in others, and so hard to see it in yourself.
So if I may, I’d like to offer you some encouragement today.
You are living in the middle of magic you can’t see. The magic is there, and later when you look back you’ll be able to see it. Take a deep breath and trust that it’s there.
Even Beyoncé shows up to day one of rehearsal not sure of herself, not sure what she’s doing. She keeps showing up, trusting that the magic will come.
I take so much inspiration from her courage, the incredible courage it took to say, I am going to train and show up every day for eight months and trust that what feels impossible will become possible.
It would be easy to watch her and think, I could never do that. She is a magical being and I’m just me.
But she is human, and she did it.
You can do it too — not what she did, but something that only you can do. What is that thing? What are you capable of? What story are you waiting to tell?
Whatever it is – you can do it, you can tell it.
That’s my pep talk to you (and to myself) today…
… and if you would like some deep coaching to open up to your vulnerability and creative power this summer, read about the program I’ve put together for six courageous people here: Summer of Creative Magic. What can happen when we say our truth out loud, to ourselves and to others? Let’s find out…